One of those days...

I'm having one of those days...

The type of day where nothing goes right, everything is against your favor, you feel like you're going backwards. I don't have those days too often. I always try to look at the bright side of things.
Right now my life is pretty hectic. I went from "doing me" for a full three months to including the most important person in my life, back into my life. Going from being selfish to being selfless and making everything about him. It's tough...

I'd like to say that I have done a good job of it so far. I mean, on top of that I'm planning my wedding. I have the best two helpers in the world that I could ask for (my mom and my big sister). Without them I would be eloping, without a doubt! Granted, now that Brandon is home my list is cut in half. There's still a lot on my plate. On top of working full time and trying to fit 1 to 1 1/2 hours, 5 days a week at the gym...my down time is, uhm...limited. I feel like I have barely even gotten to just sit and enjoy Brandon's company, catch up on my TV shows, or simply prop my feet up...

But, great news! I'm still a-float. I haven't drowned and for the most part I've had a big smile on my face. Brandon always knows how to make that smile even bigger. That's his job...right? ;) He could sense that I'm not really having the best day and asked me out on a date. So hopefully tonight I'll get to enjoy a nice dinner out and some quality time with my fiancé without any distractions. I know later in life when I have my own family to take care of and real grown up issues I’ll think back to this moment and laugh at how busy I thought my life really was…but for now living in the moment, my life is busy!

Tomorrow will be filled with running, pampering, and engagement pictures! I am so excited, especially since the weather is supposed to be gorgeous! Can’t wait!